Sick and Tired

I know that I cannot be the only person out there who feels inadequate, but I sometimes just feel alone. I know that I'm probably being the typical over dramatic teenager, but so be it. Nothing is going my way and I feel so far from God that I don't even know how to find my way back. I don't even know how to explain it. I just feel emotionally, spiritually, physically separated from everything around me. I'm sick of feeling alone and like nothing is good enough. I'm tired of beating myself up. And I just want someone to be there no matter what. I have my sister, but I don't get to see her when I need her and 99% of the time she is the only one that makes me feel like I'm not alone. So thanks, sis. I hate that I constantly need others to make me feel better. ugh. okay so now I sound like one of those depressed kids. great. I'm not depressed I promise.