Mr. Right

Every girl wants "Mr. Right". For example, Mr. Darcy in Pride & Prejudice. I think he is absolutely dreamy and would kill (not literally) to have my "Mr. Darcy". I want that simple little girl dream of the boy coming to whisk me off my feet (the white horse doesn't have to be included i just want the boy). However like most hopeless romantics, i tend to leave out one major thing in my dreams about my "Mr. Darcy". In the movie Pride & Prejudice, Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth overcome some major obstacles in order to be together but for the most part i choose to ignore those things and focus simply on the end. I think this is why so often those of us who are still hopeless romantics are so often disappointed. We simply want the end result. We want the moment when our eyes connect with the one we love and all seems right in the world. However we tend to leave out any struggle or fight that led up to that moment. I have realized the love that i want for myself and those I love is the kind of love that remembers every fight and harsh word exchanged but still never fades.

life is crazy...

Hello all. I officially haven't posted a blog in almost two months...oopies = /. Although I would love to say that I have SO much stuff to say I really don't. Nothing interesting happenes to me. lol. I'm still hung up on the same guy (although there is a new one in the mix now). However the guy that i have liked forever has started paying me more attention. but i'm not gonna get my hopes up i know where that always gets me. I love my job more than ever. it is crazy and hectic but i love being there. i get to see my big sister in like two days = ] and this time it wont be a surprise lol. i took two midterms today and i dont think i did all that bad *crosses fingers*. My dad is still being a jerk about my grades and let's just say that i am MORE THAN ready for college. okay i was trying really hard not to talk about boys in this blog because i noticed basically all my previous blogs are about boys lol but what can i say i'm a little boy crazy. however THE BOY alsi;ehjfoiehrfaek ugh he confused me too death. for example he used to just leave school whenever and sometimes not even say bye to me but like today he hung out with me until i left and he has started doing lots of little things like that and it is making me think that i have a chance...hopefully i do. because i am crazy about this boy...<3