life is crazy...

Hello all. I officially haven't posted a blog in almost two months...oopies = /. Although I would love to say that I have SO much stuff to say I really don't. Nothing interesting happenes to me. lol. I'm still hung up on the same guy (although there is a new one in the mix now). However the guy that i have liked forever has started paying me more attention. but i'm not gonna get my hopes up i know where that always gets me. I love my job more than ever. it is crazy and hectic but i love being there. i get to see my big sister in like two days = ] and this time it wont be a surprise lol. i took two midterms today and i dont think i did all that bad *crosses fingers*. My dad is still being a jerk about my grades and let's just say that i am MORE THAN ready for college. okay i was trying really hard not to talk about boys in this blog because i noticed basically all my previous blogs are about boys lol but what can i say i'm a little boy crazy. however THE BOY alsi;ehjfoiehrfaek ugh he confused me too death. for example he used to just leave school whenever and sometimes not even say bye to me but like today he hung out with me until i left and he has started doing lots of little things like that and it is making me think that i have a chance...hopefully i do. because i am crazy about this boy...<3