Just so you know...

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around;
I can't let them win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...Been waiting here





Those are the lyrics to a song that I was listening to today.
Life hasn't been all that great for me lately.
I have put on my happy face and said everything is okay but its not.
I feel all alone and separated from everything.
And for once in my life, I really don't have anyone to talk to about it.
I am just scared that I really am going to be alone in the end.....