drama....like i need that.

why is it that the one guy we want so badly to like us is the one that usually takes the longest to step up to the plate?? ugh so annoying.
ok so here is a little back ground.
i have liked this one guy FOREVER. (that is almost a literal statement)
however i was really trying my hardest to move on and was doing a really good job at it but now i think that the boy i REALLYREALLY like is finally stepping up... maybe.
so now i have these two other guys that i have been talking to and now i feel like i have lead them on because i have been flirting with them but now that "the boy" is back in the picture these other two guys are not even remotely competition..
however these other two boys have no idea that they are completely out of their league and have become very clingy because i have been trying desperately to avoid them.
but yea so that is my life.
but i am really hoping that "the boy" is stepping up to the plate because he has matured a lot recently and i'm hoping that he will ask me out... = ] but if not i dont know what i will do.
stay tuned to see how it all turns out .......